Someone I Wanted To Be

Reviewed by: Terri Bauld - Louis T. Graves Memorial Public Library, Kennebunkport, Southern Maine Library District

Review Date: November 29, 2016

Review

Leah Lobermier doesn't have it easy. She is an overweight teenager struggling with low self esteem. Living in poverty with a stressed out Mom doesn't make it any easier. And to make matters worse, she is surrounded by frenemies and is the target of bullying at school on a daily basis. This gritty first novel is a realistic account of a young teenager and her struggle to get her life under control. When an older man buys Leah and her friends beer, the man becomes obsessed with Leah's friend. After getting his phone number, Leah then "pretends" to be her friend and begins a relationship with the man via texting and phone conversations. What begins as a seemingly safe, yet exciting flirtation, takes a frightening turn. Readers will empathize with Leah as she wants to do the right thing and make the right choices. Her goal of becoming a doctor someday is a tough one to meet when faced with on-going fat jokes, mean girls, the stress of her "flirtation with the older man, and her lack of support. The story becomes hopeful when she meets a group of "real" friends who see beyond her weight and appreciate her for who she really is. A satisfying read with well developed characters and a strong plot that will keep you captivated.

Overall Book Score: very good